I think I am Korean. Or the star of a Korean film. actually, i'd prefer to write a script for a movie and direct it, but then again I also want to go to africa and save the lions. Most people only go to africa for one thing, its generally not vacation. It's to help the poor, poor little african boys and girls who's parents died of aids, or malaria or a 7 yr old boy with a machine gun. (ROFL that kind of sounds how it is with black people here. I mean, over in africa, everyones sick and starving, but thats again in a non civilized country with no real government to handle problems, but over here, in the U.S of A, we seem to have a steady enough government, we have rules to follow, money to pay for cures and things, but. AFRICAN americans still have the highest rate in aids here, (its called BLACKaids, look it up) they also have the highest rates of drug and alchohol abuse, not to mention crime rates are sky high in cities like detroit who are mainly all black.Not that I'm saying anything racist, I think its just because they are AFRICAN american. I think that trait is to hard to suppress.

But I dont want to go to africa to help people who are just going to destroy themselves and others when there are innocent animals over there that are going extinct because of humans invading there land, which makes it ofcourse hard for them to find food, and when they are just STARVING they occasionally attack a goat or something, we humans immediatley shoot the poor animal and say it's a vicious eating machine! It's just a living creature who is trying to survive in this world, just like we are everyday, but because it's an animal, its lower than us because it cannot speak, therefore cannot have it's own civilization, so that justifies the senseless killing? it's vicious? it's hungry! the nature of it is to hunt and find food to live and provide for it's young! Just like humans! We do those things everyday, I mean, the goat keeper obviously wanted to protect the goat, so he shot what was a threat to his livestock, which is a threat of not having enough food or milk for his children to eat. But people justify killing animals because they want to protect themselves, but they dont think of it in terms of the animal. They think all carnivorous animals are mindless eating machines, so that justifies the killing. But what about us? aren't we killing machines? don't we chop down the trees to make wood for paper, houses to live in, use up all of its resources so that nothing can survive but us? Who gives humans the right to steal from the earth? don't we pollute the earth with the things we are able to take from it? We kill eachother aswell! We are animals, and the only dangerous thing on this earth is US. We are a threat to ourselves, and the other living things on this planet. Who gives us the right to kill animals, or determine what is allowed to live and what is not. We are the murderers, not the starving lions who just want the food weve taken from them. and when things get in our way, as a race we ofcourse have to get through the obstacles that are put infront of us. And in terms of a lion (when I mean lion, I mean EVERY living animal on this earth) the lion had to get through the human to get the food to feed it's family, and most often, the lion loses. Which is why in 25-50 years, lions are predicted to be extinct in the wild. What else are we just going to let die because they dont affect us? (which is the STUPIDEST thing anyone can say because everything on this earth has a purpose to this planet, and if you let so much of it die, then eventually, everything will. but everyone knows that, but we are so concerned with ourselves and other humans that we rarely stop and think about the things that truly matter.

I could go on and on about this.there are quite a few things i want to say, but i cant take hearing the truth so much. i had to say this out in the open because ive been keeping it all in. I dont have anyone to listen to me, or that cares about it like I do so I might aswell type it into a computer because the computer is my only friend.


UHH I forgot what else i was going to say because i was interrupted by stupid things i dont care about


UHHH

I want to start updating my journal everyday like its a movie, because all movies have an ending and maybe this will help me find what mine is